This is going to change things, and so it needs to be good.
I will write a letter here showing everything I feel, and then once it is all out, I will decide what to do with it.
There might be flowers again. There might be a CD.
There might be the usual cliché rubbish I do to show people I care. But this time it is going to mean something, it won't be done for show. It will finally be for my own benefit, not because I am trying to make anyone think any more or less of me.
