Tuesday 29 September 2009

Back In Love With Paloma Faith


Some brilliant tracks on the album.
As well as some of the nicer old ones.
She has such a beautifully timeless voice...
I'm glad she hasn't betrayed it yet with over-production, it's not often you get some really decent orchestral arrangements on big label artists.
Very much a wasted talent if she's under as much label constraint as she makes out...

Thursday 24 September 2009

Lonely Places


"Coming home from very lonely places, all of us go a little mad: whether from great personal success, or just an all-night drive, we are the sole survivors of a world no one else has ever seen."

- John le Carre

Wednesday 23 September 2009

La Vie Rêvée des Anges

One of the most simplistically tragic things I have seen in a long time.
I love the 90's-poverty styling of this film, and this was clearly unintentional given the date it was made, but makes so much more of an impact looking at the film now.
The relationship between Isa and Sandrine is beautifully crafted, as is the entire character of Isa herself.

Marie's character, while an enigma, is not made to be liked.
In a way, you don't really want to find out about her, as she gives you no opportunity to do so, only judge her on her questionable actions.
Even so, her suicide in literally the last 3 minutes of the film is still a huge shock, as even though she is fragile, you don't expect the focus to change to her so quickly after Isa's farewell.
I found this incredibly gripping to watch, especially for something I intended to put on in the background.

Sydney's Red Dawn

Strange things happen in the world nowadays.




Tuesday 22 September 2009

RIP The Sugababes

They were a three-piece pop group whose platinum-selling albums put a new spin on post-millennial British pop. True, the Island group never quite managed to crack the US market, but to their UK fans, the trio's massive string of hits was quite enough to be getting on with, thank you very much. And better still, they pulled it all off without the crutch of a reality show.
Still, enough about Busted, because today's Sugababes news is far more exciting: founding member Keisha Buchanan has been unceremoniously booted out of the lineup. Her place has been taken by this year's Eurovision entrant Jade Ewen who, until recently, was looking at a solo career with Polydor (in fact, her rather good launch single My Man was only released yesterday). Buchanan, meanwhile, remains signed to Island.
This is all great news for the Statlers and Waldorfs of the pop commentary world – those self-appointed "pop experts" who snootily pass judgment on the comings and goings of mainstream pop without ever dirtying their ears by actually listening to the stuff. They've been hooting on about the band's lineup changes since Heidi Range first joined the band, replacing Siobhan Donaghy, at the start of the decade. But as long as one member of the original team remained, there was something brilliant about the Sugababes. Even when Mutya Buena left, taking her phenomenal vocals with her, the Sugababes still made sense.
Today, of course, they make no sense at all. It is one lineup change too many, and moves the band from a clever shape-shifting pop force into a total laughing stock. There are questions that need answers, and the answers will no doubt come thick and fast when Buchanan takes to promoting her solo material. What role, for example, did the band's management and record label play in these decisions? Was there any truth that Amelle Berrabah was due for the boot? And did Buchanan's own attempts to eject a member backfire catastrophically, leading to a coup? And what of the rather odd arrival of Ewen, whose former label, Polydor, paid for her to record an entire album and then paid even more to start marketing it?
That's all some way off. In the more immediate future expect some undignified scenes over the next few months, during which Range, Berrabah and Ewen (let's not call them Sugababes) traipse around the country attempting to flog a hastily re-recorded version of Sweet 7, the album due for release on 23 November.
It is a rather miserable, undignified end to a band who fell together at school, made their name with a sophisticated pop sound and achieved what they did with a rare class. Pop which is invented in order to be a brand is often unpleasant. But Sugababes made pop whose values and attitudes were strong enough to inadvertently create a brand. Theirs was smart, British, soulful pop, occasionally arty but always melodic, lush and a cut above most of the rest.
However, their last single, Get Sexy, pushed the band in a different direction: a soul-free, sex-led, moronically-lyriced attempt to chase an American electronic R&B sound which sounded brilliant, but jettisoned any semblance of what made many fall in love with the band.
Today the Sugababes don't exist as a band, and after Get Sexy they don't really exist as a sound either. If this new girl group before us today is to have any future at all, and Ewen, Berrabah and Range do actually make a great three-piece, it must find a new name. Sugababes died when Buchanan left.

- Peter Robinson for 'The Guardian'

Monday 21 September 2009

Judgements / Reservations

"There is no greater importance in all the world like knowing you are right and that the wave of the world is wrong, yet the wave crashes upon you."
- Norman Mailer

Saturday 19 September 2009

Friday 18 September 2009

Vertigo

Astounding film. I am completely amazed by what Hitchcock did. I'm not a film student, and I would never profess to be, but when i trigger than a director has a specific style and way of working that speaks to me, or affects me, if makes me want to know more about why things are done the way they are, or how directing in such a way works.

I don't usually get taken in by old films, but whenever I sit down to watch a Hitchcock film I feel such a sense of romanticism - be it the orchestral opening credits, and then splashes of strings interspersed throughout to accent especially emotional moments, or the dull, muffled way the speech is recorded. I love being taken back.

Vertigo is brilliantly executed. I love the on-location shots, the way Hitchcock frames everything so the use of height is a massive focus. Gradiose structure, cloudless distant skies and appartments in high-rises all add to the tone of distance, also giving the viewer an inadvertent sense of vertigo themselves.
Hitchcock does wonderful things with relationships, and Vertigo is no exception.
The weaving of a passionate affair between James Stewart and Kim Novak is played out in a way that is so romantically perfect, that you almost feel guilty yourself for drawing doubt in what is ultimately an extremely flawed situation.

Novak is spellbinding as an almost ghost-like (funny, given the conclusion!) suicidal femme fatale, who excuses her actions by being 'overtaken' by a woman wanting to kill herself. The way the viewer sizes this up is ultimately how romantically linked to the film they are - her character's demise is undoubtedly tragic due to the love affair, but in reality she is totally insane, and Stewart is more of a fool in the first place for falling for her.

While Novak's suicide is easily the most tense event of the film, the truly scary realisation comes with the conclusion, as Barbara Bel Geddes is slowly transformed into the character Stewart wants her to be. His morbid fascination with height, death, and Novak's suicide leads him to live out the 'one final thing I have to do. Then I'll be free of the past.'

While Bel Geddes is clearly not Novak in any way, this makes her transformation even more shocking. When Stewart propositions her 'I need you to be Madeleine for a while. Then we'll both be free', you feel shocked for an instant that she is even considering going along with it, even for the good of Stewart's own sanity. How has a strong woman like herself got caught up in such an insane situation, in a love affair that doesn't even involve her? She is forced to play Stewart's insane twisted game, to play a part she has no idea how to play. Her naieve lies fuel his insanity, in turn sealing her own fate.

Herein lies the true tragedy; a forced love, a forced identity, and eventually a forced suicide.

Thursday 17 September 2009

Return to Equilibrium

I'm having one of those nights where everything has fallen into place a bit more.
This summer, I sunk myself into work whole-heartedly, not complaining and just getting on with it. Every day.
I really liked having the routine - there was no here and there, or on or off. There was just up, work, finish.
There was no-one else involved, my evenings were my own, and I had the capability to choose if I wanted to see people.

It made me realise that for a long time I've probably just been socialising because it's what I feel I should do, not because I actually want to. That feeling came screaming back when I moved back to Winchester. I felt like there was an open book, a huge list of things that I had to do now I was back. In reality, the things I had to do were fairly mundane, but just the fact that I did have things to do that were out of my control, and in the back of my mind through the Summer made me stress out.


I made mistakes early. Fucked things up. It seemed like the worst thing, that familiar feeling of making something shit after it was going really well again. But in retrospect, we were both two parties of the same game. I knew what I was expecting, and I knew it would end badly.
I never stop giving chances. But maybe this time I should just not wait for the chance to be given. If there isn't a chance to take, I can't forgive and forget, right?

So that issue was settled quickly, and with little upset. Surprising, but then again not considering the amount of shit we have gone through already. It does make you think whether a line will ever be drawn, though.
I sincerely doubt it.

I'm getting organised.
I've found a good niche for myself, and even though the work isn't flowing out of my pores, the opportunity to do it is. I've made a lot of lists. Allowed time for myself to do specific things. For the first time in years and years, possibly ever, I have a diary which I am sticking to and using. My time is precious, and I'm using it wisely. 'Conscientious', my tutor called it. I liked that. I'm doing okay, I've set myself up for a lot of good things to happen. I just need to find the motivation to make them happen, I guess.

This past week should be a good indication of the rest of the year.
Nothing is brilliant, everything is pretty mundane. But I have had obstacles, problems and I have handled them with a good attitude, and a forward-thinking head. I am ready to work hard, and I am ready to not have a breakdown because I have to work hard.
I just need to keep breathing, and not get ahead of myself.
It's okay, right now.

Perfect Departure

 


Siobhan Donaghy on how the Sugababes work:

"I think when I left and especially when Mutya left, the last bit of steadfastness went. The band is so malleable. They are just three people that will be maneuvered by the people around them. That's why I can never look to their success and admire it or want that. Whatever producer they work with, they sound like. Whatever photographer they work with, they look like their work. I think that works for pop, but you can lose your soul in that. "Who are you?" "What do you write about?" How have they been on the scene for so long and people not know anything about them? That works as a product but that's never what I wanted."

Tuesday 15 September 2009

Howl

After Careful Consideration..



I am most definitely sure about branding this as 'AMAZING.'
Blood, gothic, opera, horror, disability.
And well put together as well, not just a cheap stunt.
Well done to all.

Monday 14 September 2009

Paris and Nicole: The High Life

This will never, ever be not funny.
Mouris is a genius. Something more should be made of him.
Also... he was also the basis of my first ever post.
I wish that Lindsay Lohan T-shirt never got fucked up in the wash, it was hot shit.






Sunday 13 September 2009

ESMÉE FUCKING DENTERS



I am really really loving this.
Definite guilty pleasure.
She has a proper old-school pop voice, and Justin Timberlake defintely knows how to produce something that is easy to listen to, flows really well, but also with enough decent hooks that it's memorable.

She should be sluttier.

Wii Shopping List

I'm getting paid soon, and games have been taking a back seat for too long.
I refuse to believe this is because I am 'growing up', and so am planning to spend atrocious amounts of money to try and revitalise my ailing Wii.



Muramasa: Demon Blade



How bloody beautiful is this game. I remember playing 'Odin Sphere' on PS2 and being blown away by how pretty it was, but totally lost on the concept, and honestly getting a bit bored. But because this one is a bit more hack'n'slash, I reckon my attention span will retain a bit more. Even if it doesn't, I will still force my way through it due to it's sheer beauty.






Cursed Mountain



This is a weird one. I have been pretty intrigued by this since announcement, as there has always been a mooted solid focus on exploration, taking your time, and beautiful surroundings. Reviews suggest that admittedly, it does look good for a Wii game. And to be honest, that is a prime factor in what I look for in a game nowadays. I'm quite good at forgiving shortcomings if what I'm looking at impresses me.





Metroid Prime Trilogy





Okay... So I've already ordered this, even though I have'nt been paid yet. Seriously though, HOW DOES IT ALL FIT ON ONE DISK?!

Monday 7 September 2009

Arctic Monkeys - My Propeller



If you can summon the strength,
tow me
I can't hold down the urgency
You've got to make your decent slowly
And oil up those sticky keys

Coax me out, my love
And have a spin of my propeller
It's a necessary evil
No cause for emergency
Borrow the beak of a bald eagle
Oh, momentary synergy

My propeller won't spin and I can't get it started on my own
When are you arriving?
My propeller

Tuesday 1 September 2009

Darling, Would You Be A Dolphin

The XX - XX




I am unsure if I have ever come across an album so solely beautiful as this.
At present time, it is hard to distinguish between any individual tracks, as I am listening to the album constantly on a complete loop. Also, because The XX have such a defined sound which they don't really stray from throughout the album, stand-out tracks are not the point.

What is the point is a sublimely-crafted, simplistic record which you never have to try to listen to, one of those rare records that can be fully enjoyed by letting it wash over you, but not forgotten or so easy to listen to that it becomes background music.

Haunting duetted vocals are used sparingly throughout, but never so much that you war ever conscious that the vocals are 'the sound' of the band. They are very much a product of it, a part of the package.

I am really looking forward to finding stand-out tracks in this album. At the moment, they are all brilliant. I like that.
'I am yours now. So now I don't ever have to leave.'

Brand New - Daisy




The release of this came as a total surprise to me.
In fact, the realisation came at Reading while I was watching them, and my eyes strayed to the massive poster advertising it beside the stage.

While I still think of myself as a devoted Brand New fan, I am clearly not as much of an avid one as I thought. But to be honest, I would'nt have it any other way, as then the true force of this album would'nt have hit me due to obvious early leaks I would have downloaded, or anticipated how I wanted it to sound.

Now it is here, I can just accept it for what it is - a brilliantly sad story about what Brand New are best at - loss and heartbreak.

I love the old mono-radio theme that runs throughout the album, I think it emphasises the romanticism of the lyrics even more so, playing on the image of an old TCM black and white movie before slashing it up with static, squealing guitar.

Also very much a fan of the interspliced country music references in some songs, again giving the album another layer to experiment with, yet not at all using too much of everything so much to muddle the general direction.

As always, the slows are the best, as they are the best opportunities to showcase Jesse Lacey's genius lyrical ability. Some truly heartbreaking stuff, along with a surprising return to the more emo-orientated one-liners of the first 2 albums. Not sure if this is especially helpful for the overall progression of a brilliant band, but good for a smile on the first couple of listens at any rate.

My Soul in a Small Black Box