
I AM VERY EXCITED.
"To quote Madonna herself; 'I have moments where I feel incredibly invincible and know that I have the audience in my hand - I know that everything is absolutely perfect. And then I have panic attacks where I feel like everyone is breathing my air and I cannot live up to everybody's expectations and I might just die on stage.
'I normally try to turn my back to the audience, take a deep breath and remind myself that it's all temporary. I'm not worried about fucking up - I really have a panic attack that everyone else is breathing my air.'
When I read this, a quote from a recent interview with her in Dazed and Confused, I realised that while a little self-doubt on her part might well have made Madonna become better at what she does over the past 25 years, it would also have taken away much of her entertainment value. For in the vast chasm between her view of herself and what she actually is - between the golden fleece and the greasy muff, if you will - this most pompous, pretentious, hypocritical and humourless of women has added greatly to the gaiety of nations for the past quarter-century. Long may she continue to delight us - in this way, if in no other."
The Observer, Sunday April 13th 2008
She don’t believe in shooting stars
But she believe in shoes and cars
Wood floors in the new apartment
Couture from the stores departments
You more like love-to-start-shit
I’m more of the trips-to-Florida
Ordered the hors d’oeuvres, views of the water
Straight from a page from your favorite author
And the weather’s so breezy
Man, why can’t life always be this easy
She in the mirror dancing so sleazy
I get a call like, “Where are you Yeezy?”
And try to hit you with the ol’ wopty
Until I got flashed by the paparazzi
Damn, these niggas got me
I hate these niggas more than a Nazi
As I recall I know you like to show off
But I never thought that you would take it this far
But what do I know
What do I know
I know it’s been a while sweetheart
We hardly talk, I was doing my thing
I know it was foul baby, aye bay
Lately you been all on my brain
And if somebody woulda told me a month ago
Frontin’ on - yo, I wouldn’t want to know
If somebody woulda told me a year ago
It’a gon’ get this difficult
Feelin’ like Katrina with no FEMA
Like Martin with no Gina
Like a flight with no Visa
First class with the seat back
I still see ya, in my past
You on the other side of the glass
Of my memory’s museum
I’m just sayin’, “Hey Mona Lisa, come home
you know you can’t Rome without Caesar”
The fish swam out of the ocean
and grew legs and they started walking
and the apes climbed down from the trees
and grew tall and they started talking
and the stars fell out of the sky
and my tears rolled into the ocean
now i'm looking for a reason why
you even set my world into motion
'cause if you're not really here
then the stars don't even matter
now i'm filled to the top with fear
but it's all just a bunch of matter
'cause if you're not really here
then i don't want to be either
i wanna be next to you
black and gold
i looked up into the grey sky
and see a thousand eyes staring back
and all around these golden beacons
i see nothing but black
i feel a way of something beyond them
i don't see what i can feel
if vision is the only validation
then most of my life isn't real